Lolani kuti mulimbikitsidwe ngati nanunso mukufunika malingaliro atsopano. Von Waldemar Laufersweiler

Nthawi yowerenga: 3 min

Usiku kuyambira pa February 20 mpaka February 21 ndidakhala ndi chokumana nacho chachikulu m'maloto:

Ndinadzipeza ndili m’matchalitchi amene anandikumbutsa za ubwana wanga. Kukhumudwa kwamphamvu pambuyo pa zaka zanga zoyambirira kunabwera mwa ine, zomwe zinatsala pang'ono kundiphwanya. Ndidamva kulakalaka ngati kulemedwa pachifuwa ndipo ndidapuma.

Pafupi naye panali munthu wapafupi amene ndinali naye pa ubwenzi wolimba. Ndinkafuna kupita kwa iye kuti ndimuuze zakukhosi kwanga za ukalamba wanga komanso kuti nthawi zabwino za moyo zapita.

Ndinatsala pang’ono kuyamba kuthamanga pamene mwadzidzidzi chinachake chonga kanjira ka madzi osefukira chinatseguka kumwamba chimene ndinatha kuwona Mzinda Wakumwamba patali. Ndinadzazidwa ndi chimwemwe ndi mtendere wosaneneka umene ndinali ndisanaudziwepo. Koma chimene chinandichititsa chidwi kwambiri chinali chakuti mwadzidzidzi ndinamva ufulu umene unali wovuta kuufotokoza.

Kumanja ndi kumanzere kwa khondelo kunali mdima wandiweyani. Mdima uwu unkawoneka kuti wandifikira ndikundiyamwa. Ndinazindikira kuti awa anali zovuta za nthawi yotsiriza ndi chinyengo zomwe zinali m'tsogolo. Ndinazindikira mwamsanga kuti njira yokhayo yoyendera bwino kanjira kowala ndikuyang'ana kutsogolo osati kuthana ndi mdima.

Tsopano ndinayang'ana uku ndikufufuza kulemera kwa melancholy komwe kunandivutitsa kwambiri. Ndinafufuza zomwe ndinataya m'moyo uno ndipo ndinapeza kuti zonsezi ndi zovuta zonse zomwe zikubwera zinazimiririka. Analibe mphamvu, analibenso tanthauzo.

Nthawi yomweyo ndinadzuka. Koma chisangalalo, mtendere komanso makamaka ufulu ku malotowo unakhalapo kwa kanthawi.

Tsiku lotsatira ine ndi mkazi wanga tinapita kokayenda m’nyengo yabwino, yaubwenzi ndi yadzuwa pa phiri lamapiri ndi kawonedwe kodabwitsa. Ndinamuuza maloto anga ndipo ndinafufuza mawu oyenerera oti ndifotokoze zomwe ndinamva m'maloto ndi pambuyo pake. Pomaliza ndinati, "Ndikumva ngati ndili m'ndende muno mu chikhalidwe chokongola ichi ndi nyengo yabwino poyerekeza ndi maloto."

Mulungu ndi wabwino ndipo adandilawa pang'ono zakumwamba. Zosakhulupirira zomwe Mulungu wasungira ana ake opambana.

Ndime ya m’Baibulo yotsatirayi, imene ndimatsatira pakali pano, yayambanso kukhala ndi khalidwe linalake:
"Musaganize zomwe zidalipo kale, musamaganizire zakale! taonani, ndicita cinthu catsopano; Ikukula kale. Kodi inu simukuzindikira? Ndidzakonza njira m’chipululu, ndidzapanga mitsinje m’chipululu.”​—Yesaya 43,18:19-XNUMX.
Umboni umenewu utilimbikitse tonsefe kuyembekezera. Mulungu akuchita kale zinthu zatsopano mwa anthu ake onse.