Ukubuyisana Noma Ukubuyisana? Ibhalwe nguMichael Carducci
Ngisanda kubona amandla amagama nephimbo esiwasebenzisa ngayo. Ubaba wathi "mfana wami" ukungilulaza nokungehlisa isithunzi. Wathi, “Lalela, mfana wami, awuhlakaniphile, awuhlakaniphile futhi awunamandla kunami!” Ngalokho wangikhumbuza ukuthi ngangingaphansi kwakhe, ngangingeke ngifinyelele izinga lakhe noma ngimfanise.
Ngisanda kuzwa enye indaba ngobaba naye owathi "mfana wami" endodaneni yakhe. Umngane wami wayesanda kushonelwa ubaba wakhe ngenxa ye-Covid-19. Wangitshela ukuthi uyise wasiqabula kanjani isandla sakhe lapho evalelisa. Babengazi ngaleso sikhathi ukuthi uyise uzomthelela futhi kuzomele alale amasonto amabili. Babengazi futhi ukuthi uyise uzobulawa yilesi sifo eneminyaka engu-98. Kodwa masonto onke, lapho indodana ivakashela uyise osekhulile ukuze ihlanze indlu noma imlethele okuya ngasethunjini, yayimbingelela ngala mazwi: “Awu, mfana wami, unjani?” lapho uyise engasahlali khona. Lawo mazwi ayesenomphumela. Ngoba watholwa eneminyaka emibili ubudala. Lo mbuzo wokubingelela wamnikeza ubufakazi obuvamile bokuzihlanganisa kwakhe. Kwakusho lukhulu kuye. Indodana manje izosihlonipha lesi sigwebo ize iphinde ibone uyise lapho uJesu ebuya.
Kukhona okunye ukutholwa okusenze singagcini nje ngokuba amadodana namadodakazi, kodwa izindlalifa zengcebo emangalisayo yasemhlabeni! Ukutholwa engikhuluma ngakho ukuhlengwa okwafezwa esiphambanweni lapho uJesu ethatha ukufa okwakusifanele futhi wasinika ukuphila okumfanele. Lomhlatshelo wavala unomphela ukutholwa/ukuhlengwa uBaba akunikeza isidalwa Sakhe ngasinye, owesilisa nowesifazane! Lokhu kutholwa kuletha »ukubuyisana« kuwo wonke umuntu owamukela umhlatshelo wokubuyisana, oxhumanisa, ohlanganisayo, owanelisa ukulangazelela, onikeza ukulondeka, ukujwayela nokuhlanzwa. Uthenjiswa bonke ababona isimo sakhe njengentandane ezweni elilahlekile. »
Kusukela ekuqaleni, wasimisela ukuthi sibe ngamadodana namadodakazi Akhe ngoJesu Kristu. Lelo kwakuyisu lakhe; kanjalo wayemise” ( Efesu 1,5:XNUMX NIV )
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