ndemanga Thumb 1: Ndinabadwa mu 1931 pafamu ina ku East Prussia. Pofuna kuthaŵa maseŵera ankhondo m’dera la kumalire, atate anasamuka nafe ku Pomerania mu 1934, kumene amayi anga anamwalira zaka ziŵiri pambuyo pake. Nditadwala chifuwa chachikulu cha m’mapapo, madokotala anandisiya.

ndemanga Thumb 2: Madokotala anadabwa kwambiri kuti ndinachira. Pasanapite nthawi, bambo anga anakwatiranso. Tinakumana ndi zaka za nkhondo pafamu yathu ku Pomerania. Mu October 1944 atate analembedwa usilikali ndipo pa March 4, 1945 tinayenera kuthaŵa kunkhondo imene inali kuyandikira.

Ulendo wathu unalowera chakum’mwera kumsewu waukulu. Ku Gollnow (lero: Goleniów) misewu idatsekedwa. Tinapita patsogolo pang'onopang'ono. Helene, mtsikana wathu wa ku Poland, anatiperekeza panjinga ya Amayi. Koma tsopano anaganiza zokhala mumzindawo limodzi ndi anthu ena a ku Poland n’kudikira kuti asilikali a ku Russia aukire.

kuwombera ndege

Pomaliza tinafika ku Autobahn. Msewu wina unali wodzaza ndi magalimoto a anthu othawa kwawo, ndipo winawo unali ndi magalimoto ankhondo. Kodi ndi kuti kumene tinafuna kupeza kusiyana kumeneko ndi ulendo wathu? Mwanjira ina izo potsiriza zinagwira ntchito. Tinali titalowa mumzere wosalekeza wa ngolo zokokedwa ndi akavalo. Aliyense anali ndi cholinga chimodzi: kufika pa Oder Bridge kumwera kwa Szczecin mwamsanga! Ola limodzi litadutsa, ndinagona m’galimoto ndi mlongo wanga Hannchen. Amayi adagwirabe zingwe ndikulimbana ndi kutopa. Titangofika kumene m’nkhalango, ndege zankhondo za Soviet Union zinabwera zikuuluka ndipo pafupi ndi ife kunabuka mabingu owopsa: mfuti zambiri zolimbana ndi ndege. Mahatchiwo anadzidzimuka n’kukwera m’mwamba. Mantha pa Autobahn! Galimoto yathu inagudubuzika chammbuyo ndi kumanja, kenako n’kugwera m’ngalande yakuya. Amayi anaponyedwa m’munda, Hanna ndi ine, Gerhard, tinaikidwa amoyo m’galimotomo.

Amayi anakuwa kuti awathandize mpaka asilikali anabwera, koma anathawanso ataona galimoto imene inagubuduzika, n’kunena kuti: “Mkazi, palibe chimene chatsala!” Amayi anapitiriza kufuula kuti: “Thandizo, thandizani, ana anga ali m’manda onsewo. katundu!” AMBUYE wathu akudziwa kuti zinatenga nthawi yaitali bwanji kuti athandizidwe. Amadziwanso kutalika kwa nthawi imene mungapirire musanafooke. Kwa ine zinkawoneka kuti zatha mumkhalidwe wowawa umenewu. Koma nthawi yomweyo asilikali awiri anabwera, nachotsa matumba ndi katundu wathu n’kutitulutsa m’ngalandemo. Patatha theka la ola tinali titatsitsimuka pang'ono. Tinali kugwedezeka thupi lonse ndikukhumba kuti wina atitenge. Adadi akadakhala nafe tsopano! Ndithudi iye anali m’chipatala cha kumunda akuthandiza ovulala kwambiri. Chifukwa chake musadandaule, tinali - chozizwitsa chotani - onse atatu adakhala osavulazidwa!

Mayina ena opempha thandizo sanayankhidwe. Zinalinso zovuta kuti othawawo atuluke m’gawolo. Ndipo asilikali anali ndi changu chachikulu. Potsirizira pake, mlimi wina wachikulire anatichitira chifundo ndipo anatithandiza kukoka ngolo yomwe inagubuduzika m’mbali mwa mpanda ndi kuikonza. Pambuyo pake tinakokera chidutswa ndi chidutswa cha katundu wobalalika m'mphepete mwa msewu waukulu. Ma Flareballs adawunikira usiku pakati. Angelo a Mulungu anali chitetezo chathu. M’bandakucha, ngoloyo inapakidwanso ndipo tinali okhoza kulowa m’mzere wa anthu othawa, nthaŵi zina ngakhale kupitirira ngolo zina. Chimenecho chinali chozizwitsa china. Pamene tinayandikira Mlatho wa Oder, chithunzi chowopsya chinadziwonetsera kwa ife: anthu ndi akavalo anali atagona akufa pakatikati, akugwidwa ndi mfuti za ndege. Imeneyo inali “nkhondo yonse”. Tinafunika kupitiriza kuthamanga kuwoloka mlatho wautaliwo poyembekezera kuti m’kupita kwa nthaŵi tidzapitiriza ulendo wathu. Nthawi zonse tinali kuyang'ana anthu athu.

Kuchokera ku Oder kupita ku Greifswald

Mwadzidzidzi ndinawona kavalo wodziwika bwino pamtunda wa Autobahn: imeneyo inali Lotte ya Minkenberg! “Inde, ndi anansi athu!” Amayi anasangalala. Chochitika chodabwitsa ichi chitangotsala pang'ono kutuluka! Nthawi yomweyo tinakhotera kumanja n’kukagwira anthu athu akufufuza malo opumirako. Kumeneko kunali kukumananso kosangalatsa! Ruth, Wanda ndi Lydia anathamanga kudzakumana nafe ndi kutikumbatira. Chisangalalo ndi chiyamiko kumbali zonse ziwiri, chifukwa moyo wonse unali utapulumutsidwa. Ndi galu wa Minkenberg yekha amene anagundidwa ndi zipolopolo. Tinatha kupuma m’khola lalikulu, lomwe tsopano lili kumadzulo kwa Oder. Kukanganako kunachepa ndipo tinagona bwino paudzu kusiyana ndi anthu ena m’mabedi awo ofewa.

M’masiku otsatira tinkayenda maulendo aang’ono, makamaka chifukwa cha mahatchi. Pa Reichsstraße 104 kupita ku Pasewalk, atsogoleri aulendowo adapereka malangizo oyendetsa kumpoto kupita ku Anklam. Patapita masiku angapo tinayandikira tawuni ya Greifswald. Mwadzidzidzi panali uthenga wosasangalatsa womwe unaperekedwa kuchokera ku galimoto kupita ku galimoto: "Bwererani ku Anklam. Misewu yonse ndi matauni mwadzaza ndi asilikali ndi othawa kwawo. Kudutsa palibe chiyembekezo!"

Kupuma mu Buggow

Kaya zabwino kapena zoipa, tonsefe tinayenera kumvera ndi kutembenuka. Titafufuzako pang’ono tinapeza mudzi wina wapafupi ndi msewu waukulu umene ukanatha kuloŵabe othaŵa kwawo. Unali mudzi wokhazikika wa Buggow ku Western Pomerania. Kumeneko tinapeza malo obisalamo alimi ndi anthu odzadza ku malowa pa March 16, 1945. Banja la Rohde linatipatsa chipinda chochezeramo ndipo linali laubwenzi. Zinali zopindulitsa chotani nanga! Pomaliza tinatha kuchiza chillblain cha Hanna moyenera. Amayi anathandiza kukhichini nthawi yomweyo ndipo panali chakudya chabwino. Tsiku lotsatira tinalembera kalata bambo athu ndipo posakhalitsa tinayankhidwa. Iye anali akugwirabe ntchito kuchipatala cha kumunda.

Tsiku lina ife achinyamata anatipempha kuti tizipita kusukulu. Achinyamata a Hitler ankafunanso "kulembetsa" ife. Anyamata onyengedwawa ankakhulupirirabe mawu abodza a Goebbels onena za chitetezo champhamvu ndi chipambano kupyolera mu zida zozizwitsa. M’masiku amenewo tinkathandiza ochereza m’nyumba, m’munda ndi m’munda. Pa April 23, Amayi anasankha molimba mtima kukaonana ndi Atate athu kutsogolo. Ntchitoyi iyenera kupambana. Motetezedwa ndi angelo a Mulungu, iye anafika kwa iye atangotsala pang’ono kuthaŵa kuchokera kutsogolo kwa Oder. Anabwerako ndi magalimoto ankhondo atangotsala pang'ono kunyamuka.

Mtsogoleri wathu wapaulendo anali atapanga chisankho kupitiriza kuthawa. Amenewo anali maola oda nkhaŵa kwa ife ana, kufikira Amayi anafika titangotsala pang’ono kupitiriza ulendo wathu. Tipite kuti tsopano? Zikanakhala bwino kukhala ku Buggow.

Potthagen ndi Gahena

Pa April 30 tinafika ku Greifswald. Kumeneko tinaima pamsika ndipo tinangomva nkhani zoipa. Ku Potthagen tinapeza malo ogona mwadzidzidzi. Abambo a mumzindawo anaganiza zopereka mzindawu ndi midzi yoyandikana nayo popanda kumenyana. Anthuwo anawononga mbendera za swastika zomwe zinalipo ndipo mbendera zoyera zinkakwezedwa paliponse. Ife othawa kwawo tinkagwiritsa ntchito mapepala kapena matawulo oyera ngati chizindikiro cha kugonja. Ngakhale kuti nkhondo inatha kwa ife, mantha aakulu anadzaza mitima ya anthu. M’kati mwa masana tawuni komanso tauni ya Potthagen inakhala anthu. Poyamba magalimoto amene ankawatsatira ankadutsa m’misewu. Kenako magalimoto a squad adatsatira. Othaŵa kwawo tinakhala m’chipinda choyalidwa ndi udzu ndikudikirira mwachidwi asilikali oyambirira. Amayi anapemphera ndipo atafika zinakhala zoopsa kwa amayi ndi atsikana. Mmodzi-mmodzi anatuluka m’chipindamo nabisala. Tinakumana ndi kusungidwa kwa moyo, koma china chirichonse chinachotsedwa kwa ife mmodzimmodzi: akavalo, ngolo, zovala, zodzikongoletsera, chakudya, ndi zina zotero. Usiku wotsatira ndi May Day zinali zoipa kwambiri kotero kuti sindidzalongosola zochitika zapayekha. Sitikanatha kukhala mu "gehena" uyu koma kuti?

Kubwerera kunyumba ku bwalo

Tinalowa m’gulu la anthu omasuka a ku Serb, French, Hungarians ndi Poland. Tinayenda ulendo wakum’mawa m’misewu imene tinachokera. Ku Stettin kunali malo ochitira msonkhano wa akaidi omwe kale anali wamba. Nthaŵi zina Asebu ankaima patsogolo pa akazi ndi atsikana athu, amene anadzikulunga okha majasi aatali kuti awoneke ngati achikulire. Ku Stettin tinasiyana. Othaŵa kwawo tinapitiriza ulendo wathu wachipembedzo kudzera m’tauni yathu yogula zinthu ya Gollnow kupita ku tauni yathu yachiŵiri ya Kahlbruch (lerolino Kałużna pafupi ndi Osina).

Tsopano inali May 16, 1945

Zinyalala zinachuluka mumzindawo. Nthawi ndi nthawi timapezabe zinthu zomwe zingagwiritsidwe ntchito. Fungo la kuvunda linadzaza mumlengalenga. Höft-Hof anali atawonongedwa ndi moto. Ng’ombezo zinali zitapsa ndi unyolo. Mafamu enawo anali atayimabe. Nyumba zoyamba zinali pafupifupi zopanda kanthu, ziwiya zinali zitasowa kapena kugwetsedwa. Mosamala komanso modzaza chisangalalo tinapitilira mpaka kumapeto kwa mudziwo. Kumeneko tinasiyana ndi agogo athu pa March 4. Matamando ndi mathokozo akhale kwa YEHOVA, agogo ndi agogo anali ndi moyo ndipo akusangalala kwambiri pamene anatizindikira. Popeza ankatha kulankhula Chipolishi, analoledwa kukhala m’nyumba yawo. Pawindo lake panali mbendera yoyera ndi yofiira.

Titapuma pang'ono ndikugawana zomwe takumana nazo, pomalizira pake tinayenda ulendo wopita ku "nyumba" yathu. Kale mawuwa sanakhalepo enieni kwa ife moti ndife “alendo ndi alendo” chabe m’dzikoli. M'masiku amenewo chilichonse chinkawoneka ngati "chachilendo" komanso chosiyana. Palibenso nyama iliyonse yomwe tinalumikizana nayo. Titalowa m’khola, sitinayerekezenso kupuma, choncho fungo la kuwola linali kukwiyitsanso minyewa yathu. Chotero tsopano inali nthaŵi yoyeretsa ndi kukwirira mitembo ya nyama zowolazo. Inayenera kukonzedwa ndi kukonzedwanso. Mu mzindawo tinapeza matumba a mbewu ndipo tinapita nawo. Mundawo unakumbidwa. Anafesedwa ndi kubzalidwa nthawi yonse imene zinthu zinalipo. Tinkakhala pa mbatata ndi mbewu zomwe zinalipo mpaka tsiku linafika pamene "bilu" ya nkhondo inayenera kulipidwa.

M’milungu isanu ndi umodzi ya chikayikiro ndi chikayikiro chimenecho, tinakhalabe ndi chitetezero cha Mulungu ndi chithandizo chachisomo. Ngati zovala zathu ngakhalenso buledi wowotcha kumene tinkatibera, tinkaphwanya rye wotsalawo ndi chopukusira khofi ndi kuphika mkate watsopano. Pamene mnansi wathu anatsala pang’ono kugwiriridwa, Amayi anathamanga ndi kukuwa kwambiri. Anamuwombera mbama, koma asilikaliwo anabwerera m’mbuyo, atasokonezeka.

Msilikali ali ndi misozi m'maso mwake

Chokumana nacho chotsatirachi nchodabwitsanso: Asilikali atatu ankafuna kundibera. Ndinathawa n’kukabisala m’munda wa chimanga kwa maola angapo. Nditangobwerera m’nyumba, amuna amenewa anatulukira mwadzidzidzi ndipo analoweranso pakhomo. Tonse atatu tinagwada mofulumira ndipo Amayi anapemphera mochokera pansi pa mtima kuti Mulungu atithandize. Khomo lakutsogolo linatseguka ndipo amunawo analowa m’khitchini.

Amayi anapitirizabe kupemphera ngakhale chitseko cha pabalaza chidatsegulidwa. Nthawi yonse imene asilikali ankationa titagwada, ankaima. Mwachionekere, mzimu wa Mulungu unali utawatonthoza. Mayi anatiuza kuti “Ameni” m’pamene tinatsegula maso athu n’kulandira pemphero loyankhidwa. Pafupifupi mmodzi mwa atatuwo anali ndi misozi m’maso mwake ndipo anayesa kumveketsa bwino lomwe kuti sativulaza. Tinaloledwa kukhala limodzi ndikudutsa "kukwera" kotsatira.

“Ndi chikhulupiriro Abrahamu anamvera pamene anaitanidwa kuti atuluke ku malowo . . . 11,8:10-XNUMX)

anthu osamutsidwa

Lachitatu, June 27, 1945, dzuŵa linatuluka panthaŵi yake, monga nthaŵi zonse. Mawu a lonjezo amagwiranso ntchito masiku ano: “Taonani, Ine ndili pamodzi ndi inu masiku onse, kufikira chimaliziro cha nthaŵi ya pansi pano.” ( Mateyu 28,20:XNUMX ) Atate wathu wakumwamba safooketsedwa ndi malonjezo ake, ngakhale pamene moyo wa munthu ukusintha ndi kusinthasintha. kuvutika.

Kwa masiku 42 tinali otanganidwa kuyeretsa ndi kukonza nyumba ndi kulima minda ndi minda. Mulungu wathu anakulitsa komanso kukolola koyamba m’mundamo. Tinali ndi mkate ndi madzi, tinalinso ndi saladi ndi mbatata (opanda mafuta komanso batala). Tinayenera kusiya zokolola zazikulu kwa ena.

Liyenera kukhala tsiku lathu lomaliza ku Pomerania.

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